Fashion hunter

Barongs at Pizza Hut, end of 3rd grade junior high school, studying together for final exam

I have grown up in fashion, I love many things about it since I was at elementary school, Maybe this is because my mom is a fashionable woman, she like to spend her time to read fashion magazines and looking for latest trend and keep herself fashionable all the time. I have her blood! I love what she love, I love to keep myself looking good, not my face actually, I realized that I'm not that kinda good-looking-guy who make your world spinning around when you see me, I'm a fat boy who love fashion at most, and I always try to make myself looking good everytime.

But when I was child, I can't express my feeling, I love dress up, but I don't have enough ability to make myself that good, then I met Tisha and Vieza, both of them is my lifetime best friends, we get the chemistry each other. They both was my only way to this fashionable life, they get really great taste of  fashion, and  even best for me, they could make themself as a shining star when other people just dusts, they could do anything to attract people with their style, I heart them!!

IKI Japanese Restaurant, Junior High School, end of 2nd grade.

I got everything I adore about style on them, we always being different with other person at times. When I was on junior high school, when other boys wearing polo shirt, I wear printed tee with vest, when other boys wearing jeans, I wear skinny jeans, when other boys wearing basketball's sneakers to school, I wear converse. This all because of my both incredible friends, Tisha Vieza, they affected me a lot at style, I have learned many things from them, and this is keep going until now, I love to shop with them and choose the best outfit to every events, maybe this is sound too much, but that was I feel right now..

In front off Tisha's house, senior high school

I love being different, and all the risks, just ignored them. We will always have pro and contra on our life, they who love us, and who feel annoyed with us. So what's the matter? as far as there's people around me, I don't care. 

Evania's home, after X (I really forgot) 's birthday party, senior high school.

Sesame Street! Senior high school

On my car, random take, beginning of 1st grade, senior high school.

But my interest about fashion growing up fast lately, I'm craving for it. Then distance separate me from my two besties, I can't hunt the latest trend anymore (they both was my only source of fashion) without them. From that time I'm trying hard to get the latest trend from any sources, and sharpen my taste about how to apply it on myself. After a long time struggle with it, now I can be better stylist for myself, but the effect was I'm in love with this, a lot. 

Vieza's stairs, before Stacy Barin's Birthday, this year.

What else? I'm sooo into it right now, I'm not going to be the trendstter or the most fashionable guy in town, I just want to learn it deeper and make this as part of my life.. I know that there's a lot of people who is better, really much better than me on style, but I love what I have know..

Am I too confidence? Sorry if I bother you all with this.. I just want to let you know, why I'm so obsessed with it sometimes.. I know that I'm a beginner, but never mind, a beginner can be pro too, sometimes..

Vieza's home, random photos take, this year.

And then, nothing else, except..

I love it! thanks to my mom who always support me on fashion and give the fantastic blood, and biggest thanks to Tisha and Vieza who officialy affected me and bring me to this world of fashion *hugs*

Batu Zoo, this year.

F I N

19 year old single and damn happy

I'm a 19 year old boy, who is literally single, yes, I'm SINGLE for almost 19 years and half.

But, I never feeling sad about my condition right now, I'm so daaaamn happy with my life and all inside it.. 

I got no reasons to feel bad about my relationship's status. I have many poeple around me who always make happy from I was really child until now.. I never think about looking for a right partner of my life right now, I feel proud with I everything I have now, family, best friends of my life, and all other people who love me by the way I am. 

Somehow I think about my future, about to looking for a good partner, but this is just happens on a very rare time, I never think about it more than I eat a day, I don't know why I can't be like other  person who always fall in love and being crazy about it. I fall in love, with my God, family, best friends, I'm in love with them. 

Maybe there is lotta people who always feel annoyed about their relationship's status, and struggle to get the better one after lost someone, they always try to chasing new person to fill-in their life. Sometimes I confuse, they have a good life though, good family, good friends, or maybe good career, but they also feel that this is not perfest without a date, I don't accuse that single's life is better than the in relationship's one.. but I think that there's nothing wrong being single. Yeah, maybe sometimes, somehow we need a really someone who can love and care we most and take us being their mate, but we can keep alive withou them, right? 

I said that love is a abstract and random feeling that can't be describe with words. No words can describe love, but love not just for a date only, love happens in every step we make everyday, everytime, everywhere. How about them who full-time give their life to God? being church's activists or maybe being pope or sister, if love just for them who have date, how about them? so, for you, who feel lonely and sad because you don't have any date until now, and nobody chase you, remember that, the best is yet to come (from my beloved friend Vieza Wimartin who have ignored tons of love hunters) so don't ever think that you're a priceless man who never being happy because you don't have any love, but remember that love always happens near you, around you, feel happy with your life dude. 

For them who have date, keep your relationship healthy, trust each other to build your relationship on the most solid base, and build them as long as you can, when you have it, keep them right, don't ever play with them, because love is a blessing from Lord, and we, as His creation, we must save what He gave to us..

So, this is the end of the story, for you (readers) who want to know why I keep single for a long time of my life, that's the reason, I don't find yet the reasons to feel sad about my life so why must I regreting my life? :)

Maybe a partner will make my life hapier, but who knows? I will get it at my time, when I found the best one, and I'm ready, for now, I just care about my family, my best friends and my career, I will never leave them, just for a date.. I'm too busy with my life now..

And I'll be grateful enough if I can find my best one, in his best time, but I believe that now isn't the right time.. I have tons of to-do-list which forced me to keep me on my way.. So what else I must confuse of? I'm just waiting and if the sign come, I'll get what I want, and I'll chase them hard so that I can get my partner of my life.

At that time, I believe that I will got my only partner, who will understand me and love me at the highest level, and I'll be so much happy at that time. But now, I'm totally damn happy with my life, end of case.

EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED

Flo Rida is going to come to Indonesia in the end of September, he will held the concert at Jakarta, after me and my besties missed Pitbull concert we planned to watch Flo Rida's together at Jakarta. We confused about the accomodation, but then Cilia (one of my besties which studying at Binus International now) checked the airplane tickets for us, and taraaaa, it just costs 300.000 IDR return, Surabaya - Jakarta then Jakarta - Surabaya using Mandala arilines, one of the best airlines at Indonesia right now. I was exciting, my friends too, we suru enought to go to Jakarta and watch the concert. Then we bought the concert's ticket first, we bought it with price 350.000 IDR, tribune. 

After that we felt very satisfied, we can buy cheap ticket for both concert and the plane. A few days ago, I saw an information that Sean Kingston is going to Jakarta too and also Surabaya to held his concert, then I felt very excited, I told my friends about this information, then they checked at Sean Kingston's website, at first they were not believe that Sean Kingston will go to Jakarta too, they think it just a hoax. I try to sure them that this information is clear enough at twitter, and I got the right contact person too, but they checked from website, they found that at that date (23rd of September) Sean Kingston will be held his concert at USA, then the nearest place for his coming soon concert just Singapore, but also the concert will be held at 26, it made them sure that the Sean Kingston concert at Jakarta is just a hoax. 

I doubt that the concert just a hoax, but I cant agree more with my friends, because they got reasons why they think that this is just a hoax. After a few days, the news about the concert just herd by me again, I knew from twitter and I tried to looking for more information that can make sure this concert is true. After a long debate with my friends, obviously the information is true, the promotor success to make us believe that the concert is really true, then we looking for the airplane's ticket, and extending the date until 24th, because the Flo Rida's concert will be held at 22nd and the Sean Kingston at 23rd. We found the ticket, but too bad, we didn't buy it when the price was on promo, we bought the ticket a long time after the promo end, the ticket price going back to normal, 1.000.000 IDR. I'm so sad about this ticket things, but however we already bought the concert's tickets so we must buy the airplane's tickets too. 

Then we try to look for a Sean Kingston's tickets, we found it at online ticketing, we dealed the ticket at the last day of promo date, but unfornately the online ticketing's office didn't receive any dealing with us, they said that they didn't receive anything and when we checked the price is up to normal again, 500.000 IDR, how pity.. we just left 2 promo in a week, the airplane ticket and the concert ticket. We just so damn sad about this situation, there is some miss-communication from us with the online ticketing officer, we feel that we didn't receive anay confirmation email, after 2 days we just checked back to the office, and the email just sent after we checked, but the price is up to normal, when we ask the office to check back that we ordered it and dealed exact at the last day of the promo days, they couldn't do anything, they just said that the promotor have closed the promotion price, then they couldn't do anything to make our tickets back to promo price.

We just disappointed, but what else we can do? afterall we just stay without any measure. 

Today, accidentally, I opened my UberTwitter (a twitter shortcut for blackberry user only) then I saw a tweet from @sentralive said that today is the last day of Lebaran Sale ticket for Sean Kingston. I'm shocked, then me asked how much the price for the Lebaran package, they replied, it costs 300.000 IDR ONLY for tribune and 400.00 IDR for festival, immediately I asked the contact person then I called them, I made a deal with them and I paid the ticket an hour after the transaction, I already bought the ticket at the last minute with cheaper price, I'm so happy! 

I took this for my holiday's gift, I'm not going anywhere on my holiday, but I got this crazy price ticket, and I'm going to fly to Jakarta next week, what a day, I'm so damn happy. Then I told Eldon about this news, and he was shocked also but happy, I'm so exciting! 

Jakarta, here I come.. 

I'll tell you later eaters, I'll tell you how crazy it will be going :D

Solidarity(?)

There's new accident by racism people at Indonesia, then victim is a pastor of one Christian church at Bekasi. The pastor was stabbed by stranger riding motorcycle, they stabbed the pastor then go away, people around there which is the part of the church was so shocked, then the pastor carried by the police that is the guard of the church to the nearest hospital, but in his way to the hospital some strangers (different strangers) thrown him with rocks and sands. The pastor died in the afternoon. Also one other man got a serious injury in his head too because hitted by racism strangers too. Complete news read here.

The point of this case is, in fact there is many of people who keep on racism, hate other religion and believes but proud of their own, and assume that theirs is the best of all. I'm not saying that was false, who isn't proud with their religion? no one. Everybody should proud with their own believes, but nobody can be this selfish to hurt somebedy else which is have different religion with them. 

Then after the accident, people oin my Blackberry Messenger started to change their Profile Picture into black, pure black and some with word "Solidarity" at first I think this is great, people show how their respect and simpatic to other person who bein a victim of racism, until I got a Broadcast Message said this :

Teman2 yg baik..klo ada yg dpt BBM utk mghitamkan foto profil utk menyatakan sipak simpati/duka atas kejadian yg menimpa jemaat HKBP Bekasi (oenusukan thdp pendeta), itu hny awal, dr tindakan provokasi,utk memecah Indonesia,krn dg cara itu perbedaan ditekankan. Ga percaya liatlah contact list kalian..bukanlah yg hitam membedakan diri seakan2 membuat kelompok sendiri? Apakah itu mnrt kalian benar? Kita bkn Kristen, Islam, Budha, ato pun hindu. Kita Indonesia! ini duka Indonesia. Jd pikirkan lagi,sblm hitamkan fotomu

I realized, I'm just like hit by something so hard. This is true. If we want to make a change, to make a great solution we shouldn't make any distances between what is true and what is wrong, everything is true or everything is wrong. We are one. I believe that. 

I can understand how the rest part of the church feeling, I'm a catholic too, I can feel scare with the situation, and I can feel how sad if that happened on my church. But I can feel more about this nationality, we always proud of Indonesia, but we always forget too that Indonesia is just not us, Indonesia formed from many differences, whatever our religion is, whatever our skin-tone is, whatever our believes is, we are one, we often forget about this one. We life together in here, we have relation from one to another, however they treat us, this is land where we borned. We just same, there must be a strong reason why they did that to our brother, we just must know what is that, maybe this is related with 9/9 memorial and the plan of a pastor from USA who wanted to burn Moslem's holy book to commemorate the 9/9 incident. But the plan already cancelled right? 

We must understand if they're angry, but in the other hand, they must know the situation also, I believe that there's no religion thaught bad to their followers, every religion is good. If that, they must be not called "religion" but "rebellion". The only bad side just come from the people, religion can't have any sin, they thaught to avoid sin itself, the people who are don't have strong faith in it, they just think that they were the most rigth people in the worldm then they use the name of religion to make any problems, they yelled their religion name out loud, you what dudes, your religion isn't proud with you, you just ruin their name.

Then what is the only reason to do all of this? the people itself. If we understand how to keep going with many differences but one destination, if we can tolerance with many differences and respect each other, this accident will never happened. Why we must make any noise if we can life happily ever after (I'm not assume that happily ever after is only from fairytale, there's many version about this). Why we don't understand that if we do something it will going back to us in the other day, and if you started a crime, it will back return to you and continuing until the end of your life. 

So start a new life, believe that we aren't need to make any score to make it draw, God will punished who were false and they will take care by Him, not by us, we don't have any rights to punished them. Our right is just spread the love and being kind to everyone to show them who we are, to show them that we are one, its start from ourself, so don't ever think to influence others and lead them to the right attitude, each person have their right higehst point themself, so we can forced them to follow us, just started from ourself, start spread the real love, spread the best attitude that show we are one, start being more patient and reduce our anger, if we do it right, other people will see us and they learned from us, they will understand how to save this country, then they will automatically follow what we did without any coercion, they will do with their opened heart so the spreaded love will me more truthful. 

Believe this, from now, there's nothing different, we are different by look but not by the inside, we are the same, we are one, we are Indonesia. 

Case closed.

fyi : there is a lot of things I wanna talk with you about this problem, but I have no time. I must wake up earlier tomorrow morning, I'm gonna go back to my second hometown, I will post it another day with Indonesian languange, because I can talk longer and deeper from what I've been thinking of. See you!

Old pictures, old time, old friends, forever friendships.

I just checked out some of my photos at facebook then I laughing out loud when I see the album of "Orang Gunung Lepas" by Vicky Tanzil, the best photographer I ever meet. Actually this photo taken when Tisha was about to hit Melbourne for continue studying there.

The victim : Tisha Angelina Kazan

ouch! backstabbing is so bad.

Left to right : the most fashionable female in town, Anabela Ngantung, prettiest one, Vieza Wimartin, the victim, Tisha Angelina Kazan, Me as model on duty and charming wifey (o-ooh), and Mr. Photographer, Vicky Tanzil.

Happy (read crazy) Family!

This photo just too, ironic.

:)

She realized there's something wrong with us.

The victim and Mr. Photographer

Another victim in progress

Model on duty

After the photoshoot

Bestfriend foreva

Aah, I miss this time though.. I miss Tisha and Vieza too, so does Vicky and Bela, I'm just craving for another crazy time together.. come back guys!! And if you want to see another picture, you can click this link, Orang gunung lepas at facebook.. :)

Days before I'm alone

2 days before my friendless holiday was fullfil with same activites, go out, eat, take a picture, go home. We ate at Hachi-hachi bistro 2 days in a row, then continue with fetching to the ATM, walking around inside matos and then home.. what a day.. but I like hang out with them, even we must do the same activities everyday, because they are all my bestfriends, heart them! 

Gisela "gistrop", Elizabeth Betty Boops, and me. We are at Confetti, eating choco-cheese crepes, so yummy!

 

 

 

 

 

Eldon take "sok-sok candid" picture of me.

In my car, from left to right, Eldon (my partner in crime), Gisela, Me, BettyBoops, and Julius. We are looking like good guys right?

Me and Gisela, we can explode the house in a minute, we got the chemistry!

Me, Gisela and Eldon. Have just eat satay at Gisela's home. This is the last night before Eldon went to Malaysia for holiday.

Hachi-hachi bistro. Eldon, Gisela, Betty and me..

Actually I miss other Bees (nickname for my bestfriends), now we separate into different places, we just can meet at long holiday, I miss them badly..

Oh ya, sometimes I will posted about them all, then how I through many craziest days with them, see you!

What is style and what is wrong with that

I told you that I have some little problem with my senior at campus.

Yeah, they insulted me with their rude words just because I have different style, ok, its like really different with other guys at my major. At first I lazy to dressed up at campus, because I think I just come there to attend the class, bla bla bla then finish, I'm too lazy to choose what is the best clothes or how to wear that clothes, etc.

But lately, half of 2nd semester, I started to get new athmosphere of dressing. I begin to wear something more catchy and not-that-fit-to-campus clothes, I realized that, sometimes my outfit not as simple as they are, but I really enjoyed myself in my outfit and I wore them not for show up that I'm the most fashionable boy on campus or maybe I'm the trendsetter, I wore them because I enjoy and that was really show who I am.

Things going well, until the days of bullying comes, I usually walk together with my besties at campus, I feel something strange when they (my senior) look at me with strange look, and they giggles at me, how rude. I don't care with what they did, I walk with my full confidence, whoever they are, I'm just show myself, and there's nothing wrong with that. Few days later they become so rude and show that they hate (in my word because they always give that look to me) me. They shouted my name, and when I look at them, they just pretend like they didn't do anything and then they laugh together. What's cool with that? 

Even outside of campus, they called me with their own given nickname, but they have nothing to do with me actually, I even don't know who they are, I'm just know that they are my senior, just that. I'm being lazy and a little bit feel uncomfortable with their attitudes, but I keep going, because I know that out there my style is accepted my public and my style isn't their boring style, I can get better future than you mr. senior, so please don't take any  times to bullying me..  

What happened with that red shoes or red bag? 

Or maybe it is about the rolled pants? that was totally f-kin normal dude.

 

 

Picture above is one example of my outfit at campus, is there anything wrong with that? I don't think so, I think they were totally normal, I know that when I stepped up, a lot of eyes chasing me with their shocked face, but I do really fine with that, as long as they don't insult me with their words or other bad attitudes. 

I know that there's risks for being different, and I can handle that..

For me, style is a free way to express yourself with everything you can wear and match that up with the situation, I'm not wearing latex pants to campus, or maybe I'm not wearing destroyed tees, I wore something normal with different way at how to wear it. You can insult me or you can laugh until your mouth tired if I really really really wrong, judge just in case if I'm wrong and you better than me, if you not have any good reasons to judge me, then don't do that! 

I'm not looking for same-style-friends, I know my second hometown isn't a right place to meet many of me. I just want they respect me as they respect theirself, I'm not bother you, don't you? 

maybe Jakarta can be better than this place, some friends told me that Jakarta have better respond about styles, especially style like mine, they respect difference and they dare to break the style, I do want to move there.. aaah too bad. 

That's the point, I want to tell you, that don't judge people by the way they dressed, that just how they express theirself, nothing wrong with that. Judge yourself just in case to know that you're good enough to show yourself in public, ciao!

Too cute, eh?

I edited this blog almost 3 days in a row.. 

I love to make something new and design it (even I'm not that good in design) but lately I realized that the theme of my new blog is too girly, not girly, but it is too cute for a boy.

However I love my job, enjoy this one and I'll change my theme next few months..

Happy reading everyone! :*

I miss Tisha Angelina also

and after we made the Fire Burning video, we also made this one for Tisha Kazan, she is one of my bff too, we became closed friend from our 5th grade at elementary school, I really-really remember at that time, we always like to talk about "Entut trasi" when we at elementary school, at class, every 12 AM ther always a smelly things like fart and "terasi" then I sat beside Tisha, we always joke about that one, so we became close and close until now, I miss you Tish! ndang balik o nang kene koenn.. ayoo tak anterno mangan Bang Ali! hahaha

I miss Vieza Wimartin

We are really really got nothing to do, we've just dinner together at Padi Resto (Evania's farewell) then we went together to Eva's home, we made some videos just for fun, then we got an idea to make this video, we are miss Vieza, who is at Sydney now, and I know she is kinda bored there, so here the video, enjoy!

Another boring day #1

Told you that I went to bed at 3 in the morning. Hours later, my mom asked me to wake up because she and my dad planned to go to Tengger (name of a restaurant which is 2 hours long from my hometown). She said that she missed the taste of food there..

I'm just ignored it, I'm totally sleepy and tired. Then my mom went out from my room, minutes later she came back and give me other choices, Ayam Goreng Sri at Pandaan, it is almost an hour from my hometown too. My brain just keep shouted sleep sleep and sleep, so I told my mom to go by herself and dad. I want to keep hooked up with my bed.

Afterall, my mom keep forced me to go with her. And then I woke up, go hit shower, put my outfit up (while other choices of outfit still messy on my bed) and looking for a savior along the way : 500 pages USA Bazaar and also Smoma album (you will really need this album when you inside my dad's car, he had odd music taste, no offense) then here I go! To nowhere but I'm sure it must be fun, love ya mom dad! :D

I'll post some photos soon, I don't want to make this blog any boring..

Wait ya!

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Many things changed

I forgot when the last time I posted something to my blog, but I remember that my last post must be a year or 2 years ago, I posted when I'm bored and nothing to do. Actually, sometimes I really-really want to share something, to share what happened on me and other stories with all of you, but I can't realize that feeling, because I always busy with many not-that-so-important things on my life.

Well, I think now is the best time to begin a new blog, and I will make it easier to blog so I can always post something whenever I want and whenever I can.

Ok, start with what changed within this time. I'm at the third semester on Communication Science major, if you ask me how fun my major, you will get a disappointing answer, this is not that fun. Maybe Communication Scince comes up with a really fun major with many projects, without any theories and just taught about communication things, I must say sorry before, you are totally wrong.

Firstly I also got the same perspection about Communication Science as many people get, I thought that was an amazing major that just taught about things around art, communication and act, but I was totally disappointed when I stepped into first semester next year. The only things about communication was just the students who always fun and also sooo welcome (I'm not talking about my oh-so-freak senior, I'll tell you later) they made my major more interesting. Then the rest was just boring lessons about many things and yes, it was theories. I got "Antropologi" "Teori Komunikasi" and other lessons that same as Social Major on high school, in some reasons I felt that I was wrong have chosen this major. I'm down, I didn't get any thing that make me love this major, except the people inside it. 

When I was totally bored and the voices inside my head said that I must go away from my campus and choose another major or maybe just stop in a while then continue studying when I'm ready. As the thought comes up, I got other problem with some of my friends, it made me more sure about leaving this campus. 

I pleased my mom, because she's the one that forbade me to stop and continue to other campus or major. My mom knows that communication is the only major that I can handle well, I got many talents on this major, just I'm not professional enough to jump into the society. We bargained until she agree with my decision to ask permition for stop in a while and continue when I'm ready. But then I also share my thaught with some of my friends, almost of them said that I better finished my major first, because I will spent my age useless if I move into other major or campus. 

After a long time, come the time is arrive, I must make fast decision about it, then I decide to continue this major. I'm happy at first, but after I go through half of the semester, I can't handle myself again, the things stuck on "bored-level" and I'm craving for move into Jakarta, a place where people can respect me from the way I dressed. 

Yes, sometimes my style become one of the reason why I hate my campus, some senior insulting me with their words just because my style, but that was MY style, so who cares? hahaha.. 

Ok, I've just tell you one thing that changed, there's many things that changed, my home, my friends, and many many things! 

I will tell you later. Now is 2:49 AM, I don't want my insomnia come back, so I must go to bed now.. bye readers! have a great day! :)

Beginning is a beginning

Hello

Actually I have another blog before I made this one..

I just wanted to get a changes and I thought it would too dificult if I re-constrution my old blog, so then I made this one to get a new spirit of blogging and giving many informations about me and things around me.

I also want a new direction for this blog, so I will use English in some posts (I'm sorry if there's many wrong words or maybe grammar, I really forget how to use it after I vacuum using English for almost years, my ability on speak English become worse).

If you want to know my old blog, you can check this address D A Y D R E A M I N G

Okay, I think that's all..

Enjoy my blog, keep eat chocolate ice cream! love ya'll!!

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